So , i am a girl studying in class 7 and my life is full of stories which I am gonna share with you . Actually I am writing in a blog not because of writing but because of keeping this writings as memories , my mum always used to say that if you are writing a diary , then write all your memories good or bad and when you grow old . Then when you read them then you will be thankful becuase as soon as you read them , those memories will flash in straight of your eyes....
HERE GOES ONE OF MY LIFE INCIDENTS
I have an intagram account and this story is connected or not, but happened in instagram.
One time when I was sitting and talking with a brother whom I met on instagram , a person from another account messaged me 'hi' . I replied ' hello' , He gave me his introduction and he said he knew me and I asked how did he know me . He said that he was the brother of the boy with whom I was talking before he messaged me . So just like that we became friends and we used to talk everyday . After few days , its gonna be difficult to understand so let me not reveal thier names but, for your sake let me keep them names .
The one whom i was talking with as a brother , let me keep his name akash .
The one who was taking with me as a friend , let me keep his name raj .
So that day AKASH proposed me and I was shocked , cause I used to call him brother and here he is proposing me . I said 'no' cause I thought him as a brother .
AFTER THAT ,
AKASH got a girlfriend and we still talked like brothers and sisters .
AFTER few days back ,
RAJ confessed that he used to like me and he loves me a lot , again I got a shock but was not that much SHOCKED cause i didn't take him as brother .
THEN , I didn't like him but everytime we talked , I felt that I was falling for him . He daily used to asked me ' do you like me ?' and I used to ignore him . WE went so far that we exchanged numbers and called each other whenever we were free ....
Some of the lines which touched me was
When I asked him ' Do you think a woman is allowed to wear jeans after marriage ?'
and HE replied ' YOU WEAR , I WON'T SAY ANYTHING '.
When I told him that I was an empress , He told me ' THEN LISTEN SILENTLY , BECAUSE THE EMEROR IS SPEAKING .
When I told him ' Shall I go to your house ?'
and he told ' COME, BUT I WON'T LET YOU GO BACK '.
THERE ARE A LOT MORE BUT I CAN'T WRITE BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE CRYING WHENEVER I REMEMBER HIM .
then his account got hacked and the hacker was a girl and she said
' RAJ IS GOING INTO DEPRESSION FOR YOU , PLEASE LEAVE HIM ALTHOUGH I ALSO LIKED HIM BUT LEFT HIM PLEASE , I BEG YOU LEAVE HIM. '
and the cause was because I never confessed my feelings even though , I wrote sometimes ' i love you ' but deleted it and he used to say ' why did you delete it ?' . I HUT HIM SO MUCH LIKE HELL AN NOW I REGRET IT ...
I texted his brother but he said that he will talk to him but till now , I recieved no messages about him from AKASH ..
AND TILL TODAY 18 FEBRUARY 2020 , I still haven't got any messages about him
I AM STILL WAITING ............
AND THAT'S WHY IM SCARED TO FALL IN LOVE AGAIN , WHAT IF I BECOME LONELY AGAIN ???
I WILL WAIT FOR RAJ WITH ALL MY MIGHT CAUSE I JUST REALIZED THAT HE AS THE ONE WHO TRULY LOVED ME AND THE ONE WHO TAUGHT ME TRUE LOVE ............
THAT IS FOR NOW ..
BYE....
HERE GOES ONE OF MY LIFE INCIDENTS
I have an intagram account and this story is connected or not, but happened in instagram.
One time when I was sitting and talking with a brother whom I met on instagram , a person from another account messaged me 'hi' . I replied ' hello' , He gave me his introduction and he said he knew me and I asked how did he know me . He said that he was the brother of the boy with whom I was talking before he messaged me . So just like that we became friends and we used to talk everyday . After few days , its gonna be difficult to understand so let me not reveal thier names but, for your sake let me keep them names .
The one whom i was talking with as a brother , let me keep his name akash .
The one who was taking with me as a friend , let me keep his name raj .
So that day AKASH proposed me and I was shocked , cause I used to call him brother and here he is proposing me . I said 'no' cause I thought him as a brother .
AFTER THAT ,
AKASH got a girlfriend and we still talked like brothers and sisters .
AFTER few days back ,
RAJ confessed that he used to like me and he loves me a lot , again I got a shock but was not that much SHOCKED cause i didn't take him as brother .
THEN , I didn't like him but everytime we talked , I felt that I was falling for him . He daily used to asked me ' do you like me ?' and I used to ignore him . WE went so far that we exchanged numbers and called each other whenever we were free ....
Some of the lines which touched me was
When I asked him ' Do you think a woman is allowed to wear jeans after marriage ?'
and HE replied ' YOU WEAR , I WON'T SAY ANYTHING '.
When I told him that I was an empress , He told me ' THEN LISTEN SILENTLY , BECAUSE THE EMEROR IS SPEAKING .
When I told him ' Shall I go to your house ?'
and he told ' COME, BUT I WON'T LET YOU GO BACK '.
THERE ARE A LOT MORE BUT I CAN'T WRITE BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE CRYING WHENEVER I REMEMBER HIM .
then his account got hacked and the hacker was a girl and she said
' RAJ IS GOING INTO DEPRESSION FOR YOU , PLEASE LEAVE HIM ALTHOUGH I ALSO LIKED HIM BUT LEFT HIM PLEASE , I BEG YOU LEAVE HIM. '
and the cause was because I never confessed my feelings even though , I wrote sometimes ' i love you ' but deleted it and he used to say ' why did you delete it ?' . I HUT HIM SO MUCH LIKE HELL AN NOW I REGRET IT ...
I texted his brother but he said that he will talk to him but till now , I recieved no messages about him from AKASH ..
AND TILL TODAY 18 FEBRUARY 2020 , I still haven't got any messages about him
I AM STILL WAITING ............
AND THAT'S WHY IM SCARED TO FALL IN LOVE AGAIN , WHAT IF I BECOME LONELY AGAIN ???
I WILL WAIT FOR RAJ WITH ALL MY MIGHT CAUSE I JUST REALIZED THAT HE AS THE ONE WHO TRULY LOVED ME AND THE ONE WHO TAUGHT ME TRUE LOVE ............
THAT IS FOR NOW ..
BYE....
